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Assignment 1.2
As the monster yearns for acceptance into human society he strives to learn the language of the cottagers. The monster realizes that his form is so hideous that in order to gain this acceptance from the cottagers he must first become appealing to these people in soft speech and kind feeling. “I imagined that they would be disgusted, until, by my gentle demeanor and conciliating words, I should first win their favor and afterwards their love.” The monster knows he must use language as a vehicle towards acceptance. In this instance language gives the monster hope and therefore excites him. “These thoughts exhilarated me and led me to apply with fresh ardour to acquiring the art of language.” The fact that he is so ugly has driven him to learn a possibility for overcoming such deformities and hope of human acceptance.
When the monster learns of human history and its contradictory behaviors he realizes he has none of the qualities that humans apparently appreciate and accept. He has “no money, no friends, and no kind of property.” These thoughts only drove him further on his quest for acceptance. “I admired virtue and good feelings and loved the gentle manners and amiable qualities of my cottagers, but I was completely shut out from intercourse with them, except through means which I obtained through stealth, when I was unseen and unknown, and which rather increased than satisfied the desire I had of becoming one among my fellows.” The monster now knows the language and history of humankind and with that comes the understanding that he is missing more components of humanity’s acceptance, money, friends and relations, which only further drove him to seeking out this acceptance. Although with knowledge comes pain and fear. “I cannot describe to you the agonies that these reflections inflicted upon me; I tried to dispel them, but sorrow only increased with knowledge.” He even goes on to regret leaving his wood and feeling sensation. Clearly he is a tortured soul who is in a desperate mood forced to find more fault and lacking in his essence due mainly to language and knowledge.
When the monster learns how to read books he is almost overwhelmed with the similarities he had to the human condition. But he also felt detached and by nature, alone in the world cut off from civilization as well. “I sympathized with and partly understood them but was unformed in mind; I was dependent on none and related to none.” This great conundrum is present through these pages where he learns language and writing. He doesn’t immediately turn more violent but it creates a struggle that was absent before when he was solely admiring the cottagers expressions and actions. Given this knowledge of these technologies the monster has the ability to understand humans but is ultimately frustrated and eventually maddened by the shortcomings he possesses. In his comparison to Adam the first man he relates such frustrations. Like Adam, I was apparently united by no link to any other being in existence; but his state was far different from mine in every other respect.” Again this struggle with comparison is evident and the monster can only face this problem with a calm demeanor for so long. Like a powder keg this building tension will explode at any moment and was made possible by the knowledge of technologies of language and writing.
